DEFEATER

“well ive been tired cause i dont sleep that well on trains
well i got ups and downs but days are all the same
ive been low but it never gets me down
well ive been thrown out ive been let down ive been shamed
well ive had hardships ive been stripped of pride and name
ive been low but it never gets me down
nights spent drinking all the worry from my head and days spent wandering wishing i was dead
if only i could muster the words out from my mouth i would sing oh i would sing
id take the next train out
cause ive been hoping ive been praying theres some god so when i die im saved and found and im not lost
cause all hes done for me is take away the ones i love”

amazing song

haven’t blogged in awhile

new additions to the family, fuso roadie, landing gnar fork, justins new wheels

life is pretty boring but I guess I am too.

I miss Simone…

Choking on the thought of leaving, drinking keep from sobbing. 4pm 4 dollar pints SFO the time and price. With all my happiness aborted the P.A. painfully starts boarding. I sink 30,000 feet into my window seat electric chair. And I was drinking you good bye, heart floats in the bay…from sour home Chicago. I hear it beating far away, and there’s no telling what I’ll do if I don’t return to you. Hopeful thoughts of soon returning, can’t put out my stomach burning. Plastic wings and plastic smiles, Unsalted peanuts stretch my miles. Choking on the thought of leaving. Drinking to keep from heaving. 5pm 5 dollar pints Hellbound Airlines time and price. And I was drinking you good bye, heart floats in the bay…from sour home Chicago. I hear it beating far away, and there’s no telling what I’ll do if I don’t return to you.

- Alkaline Trio

I just want to say

I FUCKING HATE CATS.

haven’t posted in awhile.

MAN, fuck being sick and getting your wisdom teeth pulled…..all the same time. Wtf.

So I’m getting pissed that

Everytime I go to my blog I see Nicolas Cage’s face. That needs to change, so I’ll post pics of my fav animals.

This dude

this floppy friend

this slobber monsterr

whales in general

I’ll leave you with this

Goodnight sweet world. I am going to kill my self. Fuck you nicolas fucking cage. You are undeserving of capitalization in your name. Bitch.

Oakland Zoo!

Today was pretty chill, we got to go to the zoo for a field trip. That was fun. Took lots of pictures.

Me with the zebras, Jason insisted I take a picture with them…since I wear alot of black and white

Even monitor lizards are depressed.

OH HAI CUTIE MEERKAT!

OM NOM NOM NOM NOM

me hanging out with the elephants.

Zoos are fun, I plan to go back sometime, maybe in…so cal? :O

Hi

crazy day.

Milk

Kind of late on seeing it…but this is a great film. Sparked so much emotion in me, I didn’t want to let go of Simone once the movie was over  when she had to go home. It made me feel so…grateful. Their struggle to be accepted as normal human beings just because they love a certain way is so inspiring. I feel so grateful for the people around me, I guess thats why I couldn’t let go of Simone. Anyways I don’t know what I want to say. I feel quesy. One of the few films I’ve seen in awhile to strike up so much emotion.