Hi

crazy day.

Devon Williams.

Time for happy _____.  “we’re all gonna rot…” -Osker

enjoy this gay picture  I took.

I made a story today.

goes like this…

twenty four hours.

We don’t rest in peace, we just disappear

It’s coming back. The loss of appetite, always tired, no thought control, hopeless, and irritation. This sucks, always comes this time of year. Anyways here is a picture of me in a large tie. Distillers btw.

Happy 5 months Simone. I love you.

Memory lane

Goodbye.

That’s a big squid! I start mime special program at school tomorrow, quite excited for that. YAY I’m quite happy today

and duuuudeeee Simone is my favorite.

did I mention, I hate Nicholas Cage?

I would just like to take some time out of my day to express my HATE for Nicholas Cage. That FUCKING pedophile. Jesus FUCKING christ. Goddamnit.

FUCK YOU YOU MOTHER FUCKING WIG WEARING PIECE OF FUCKING HORRIBLE SHIT ACTOR. I CAN’T WAIT TILL YOUR HIGHSCHOOL DROP OUT HOE OF A WIFE LEAVES YOU AND TAKES ALL YOUR MONEY YOU COCKBAG. FUCKING CREEP.

Litpaper is done! :D

So, I was going to post this last night, but I was too tired. I am really happy because my Lit Paper is DONE! Maybecks most imfamous project, compare two novels and write 15 pages about both, grab 10 sources, use them, and make it about 4,000 words. The hard part was just sitting down and writing the damn thing, but thats done and out of the way so I’m fucking HAPPY. Some girl turned in a 25 page one O_O good for her! Anyways today was chill! Super nice weather, fun people, got a hair cut, and had a bagel party in lit!!! Here are some pictures from the day…I see Simone in TWO days.

15 pages, 4,494 words

We played apples to apples in Lit, never played it before but damn it was fun, turned out I got the Nicolas Cage card. FUCK.

Purchased my first size L and PURPLE T-shirt today, feels big!

Beautiful day to ride bikes!

New hair!!!!

werd!

Taking a break

From the internet, no more Facebook, I rarely go on Myspace as it is..and no more bike forums had the passwords changed etc. Really isn’t “straight edge” of me to have a pretty unhealthy addiction of being glued to a computer…Plus I can’t really focus on school. Instant message wise there are two or three people that I really talk to or care about what I have to say so…uh…I’ll spend my small amount of after school energy on..more school! So for now, I’ll write in this blog and snail mail to connect with the outside world.

The Watchmen ruled by the way.

toodlers

I love Simone and my D90! hah

Today today today Simone visited me, we really missed each other so she barted to fremont and we got girl drinks at peets coffee..There was a really pretty brief sunrise that was changing every second. I still miss her. Damnit. Words cannot describe how special she makes me feel. *Facepalm* Anyways here’s some pictures. Loving the d90!

cutie π

my girl drank

Pretty, colors look better on my comp

Touching from a distance further all the time.

Everything feels like a goddamn fucking science fiction novel to me.  I feel so distant. So isolated. I feel like I’ve alienated everyone out of my life. I choose not to drink, smoke, or do drugs. From that I feel like I block out the rest of the world. I just don’t know why  I can’t accept other people who do these things. The closest I’ve come to figuring out why,  is that I’m afraid for them. Sometimes I wish I didn’t really fucking care. I’m sick of blocking everyone out. It’s destroying me.